Shack and disappointed

Went for a run just now. Alone. All my running khakis went home. Clocked 30 mins 36 secs in 6km. Was aiming for less than 30 mins but I didnt make it. There was an improvement though, my last timing was 33+ mins, wait till I am able to clock below 30 mins then I shall try out my 2.4 on the track. I wonder where I get my motivation to run nowadays. Izzit the 400 bucks for IPPT gold? Or stress from school? I dunno leh. I wasnt so 'onz' about runing when I was in the army. The 9.46 mins timing for 2.4 still huant me now and then. Like the miss in front of goal in that football match. But well let the past be the past. Be more professional!!!